When we first met Pak Yadi in 2004 on the island of Sumatra he took us on a short walk to a gravesite where he buried 15 family members after  tsunamis killed more than half the population of his community. Over the next 10 years we traveled back to Indonesia to spend time with Yadi and record his thoughts, reflections and insights, as he searched, amidst the loss and devastation, to find a way forward.